Monday, January 31, 2005

world indigo day

World Indigo Day was celebrated Saturday, January 29th, with worldwide premiere screenings of "Indigo," the movie created by James Twyman, Neale Donald Walsch, and Stephen Simon. I had bought my tickets a few weeks earlier and brought some friends along with me.

Indigo -- The Movie

I had been hearing about this movie for well over a year and was curious as to what I would see on the screen. I had been reading about indigo children for awhile, and had suspected from the start that I might be one of the "indigo adults" -- indigo souls who have incarnated as "scouts" and "trailblazers" for the larger soul group that was to follow. I was glad that such a film would immediately reach such a wide audience with its message of not just acceptance of these kids, but celebration of the gifts they bring.

"Indigo" is the story of a family in crisis, and of the little girl at the center who shines light into the darkness.

The first part of the movie is pretty rough -- the writing, acting, and pacing are all not what they could have been. I was getting pretty uncomfortable in my seat, afraid that the whole movie would be like this, with the stilted dialog, and the "tell me" (vs. "show me") style. But then it got much, much better. Sure, the dialog and writing still could have used some help, and there remained "blurts" throughout (too much information shot out all at once), but "Indigo" had finally gotten down to the business of exploring its own spiritual message. It was a lot of fun from that point forward.

I went to see this movie with my mother and two of her friends. One of these ladies that had been sitting next to me leaned over during the closing credits and asked me how far back had the first indigo souls started appearing. We had had a brief discussion over dinner about how, with any new soul group getting ready to come through, there are always some "scouts" that are sent in ahead of time (I had used the military metaphor of sending soldiers out on reconnaissance). This is the same woman who followed Thanksgiving dinner at her home by having each guest lie on the floor while she played a tibetan singing bowl on our stomachs. A lot of the movie really resonated for the two of us, and it wouldn't surprise me if we're both indigos, of the "trailblazer" variety.

See this movie if you can, and don't be discouraged by the first twenty minutes or so. It will be worth it.

And then you'll want to find out more ....

And there is much more information. Also check out the various indigo groups -- and even those devoted to the crystal children -- on Yahoo!Groups.


Saturday, January 29, 2005

petitions on prayer in schools

Recently, the following electronic petition plea was sent to an e-group to which I subscribe:


Dear President Bush:

Many of us were deeply touched to hear you recite a portion of Psalm 23 in your address to this great nation in the dark hoursfollowing the terrorists attacks. We were encouraged and comforted to know that we truly had a believer working with us and for us in our nation's highest office.

We, the people of America, are requesting that you lift the prohibition of prayer in schools. As the pledge of our great country states, we are to be "One nation, under God." Please allow the prayers and petitions of our children in schools without the threat of punishment.

Currently, adults and children in the school are prohibited from mentioning God unless of course His name is uttered as part of a curse or profanity. Madeline Murray O'Hare is dead. Let her legacy of atheism in our schools die with her!

Sincerely, The People of America
Mark 10:13-14 "People were bringing little children to Jesus to have Him touch them, but the disciples rebuked them. When Jesus saw this, He was indignant. He said to them, "Let the little children come to Me and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these."


Given that this e-group is devoted to energy healing and metaphysics, I was surprised by this. But I was more concerned by the tone and wording of this petition.

I am an interfaith minister. I believe that "freedom of religion" doesn't mean "freedom from religion" -- as it has so often been interpreted these days. I would love to see a true return to freedom of spirituality in our society, in which all choices in faith (including the atheism) are openly welcomed and celebrated. What we have instead in the United States is pretty much select exclusion of religion: "select," because terms like "under God" are still used regularly without any grounding, while open prayer/meditation/chanting/what-have-you is increasingly frowned upon and even outlawed.

I'm all for a return to observances of faith in schools, but I wouldn't want "prayer in schools." I always liked the idea of a moment of silence, in which students can observe their own faith traditions, or not, by individual choice. Use the time to pray or meditate, daydream, or do homework. Everyone gets the same two minutes; what you do with it is entirely up to you.

I will not sign such a petition, with its obvious bias toward a single faith, to the exclusion of others. Many people mistakenly assume that the de facto religion of the United States is Christianity. Despite the very public religious displays of the president, there are many other faiths actively practiced in this country that deserve similar recognition, not exclusion. The divine is not masculine ("God,"
"His") nor even a single entity to every American of spirit, nor is Jesus everyone's pathway or the Bible every American's holy book.

This is the whole point of the First Amendment guaranteeing freedom of religious expression in the first place, to provide the foundation in this country for people to worship or not worship any way they pleased, without fear of retribution or persecution. The president can quote the 23rd Psalm or the Bhagavad-Gita all he wants, but that doesn't make the rest of us his disciples. And regarding the comment in the petition about Madeline Murray O'Hare, atheism is also protected by the Bill of Rights.

When I replied to the e-group about this petition, I found it interesting that my e-mail application's random signature selector appended this quote to my message:


There are only two commandments:
1. God dwells in you;
2. See God in each other.
All the other commandments were given because people couldn't understand the first two.
-- Ryanto

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

inaugural drumming

I am a subscriber to a number of local message boards here in the Portland area, and there is one particular Inauguration Day event that has been posted and re-posted several times over on all these lists in the past week:

Inauguration Day Drumming to Lift the Hex on the President

The idea behind this is to get a bunch of magical and intention-minded people together for some collective drumming to free the mind and heart of President George W. Bush from the hex that has been placed on him.

I hadn't previously known that there was such a hex on the president, but I suppose this is a more complimentary alternative than simply assuming that he is honestly myopic and narrow-minded of his own accord.

Another friend has urged like-minded folks to place blue candles in their windows on Inauguration Day -- blue, in honor of the blue states and as a gentle protest to Bush's second term.

Personally, I plan to observe the event through prayer and meditation. I'll also have at least one lit candle, but it will be white. I've not yet decided if I will tune in on television or radio to any of the official inaugural events taking place in Washington, D.C. I want to be constructive with my energy, and I long-ago came to understand that Bush just makes me feel frustrated and sad.

I pray frequently for Mr. Bush. I pray for the opening of his mind and heart. I pray that he might feel the pain of others, especially any pain that his policies and public statements may have caused. I pray that he might gain the understanding that "different" does not necessarily equal "bad," and that if he is concerned about profits measured only in dollars then he is looking at the wrong bottom line. I pray that he might see with his heart, and with that new-found compassion he might look beyond the stratification of American society, beyond the borders of this country, and beyond the confines of his own mind.

Mostly, though, I pray for him to prove me wrong -- that he is not in the least bigoted, ethnocentric, homophobic, fundamentalist, sexist, insensitive, weak-minded, greedy, and immature. I would be very happy to be wrong about that when it comes to the person sitting in the White House.

Maybe come Inauguration Day, I'll get out my own drum.

Monday, January 17, 2005

add: gift or curse?

In the past few days, I have been drawn into several different discussions on the topic of Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD). The individual subjects have ranged from "what is ADD, really?" to "I took an online test; should I go see a doctor?"

I have found that discussion of ADD -- and its sibling, ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) -- can be quite sensitive for some people. It is a more emotionally-charged topic than you might guess, though this probably isn't surprising when you consider the ADD population in the United States, the number of children whose ADD is misdiagnosed or unrecognized, the stigma that has been attached to ADD for years (and still has a strong hold), the medical community's propensity to overmedicate people with even a hint of ADD, and the question of whether ADD actually exists.

This blog entry isn't intended as a balanced airing of different viewpoints, nor is it a thesis on the nature of Attention Deficit Disorder. Rather, this is simply a quick exploration of my opinion and experiences on the subject.

Some background information: I am a high-achiever. I was an honor student all through school and got my bachelor's degree in only three years from Duke University, graduating with honors. I also have a graduate certificate in film and video studies from the University of Southern California, completed my seminary studies at the New Seminary and was ordained, and am a certified hypnotherapist. I've always had at least a dozen irons in the fire at once and have managed (mostly) to keep track of them all. While my diverse interests appear to pull me in many different directions at once, I somehow manage to pull it all together into a cohesive whole.

I don't mention all of this to toot my own horn, but to hold myself up as an example of a seemingly scattered but high-functioning person with ADD. My ADD is milder than some others, but no one even suspected ADD in me until I was 25 years old, when my step-father (a behavioral therapist) raised the question. Despite the advice of one doctor who wanted to start me on ritalin immediately -- after having spoken with me for all of twenty minutes, running no tests or blood work -- I have never been medicated. I count myself exceptionally fortunate that the first book I read on ADD, after my own diagnosis, was Thom Hartmann's ADD: A Different Perception.

There are plenty of people in the world -- myself included -- who have ADD but who do not require medication or other intervening methods. ADD is simply a difference in brain wiring; it is not truly a "disorder," yet most doctors are very keen on freely prescribing medication to "normalize" people who simply think differently.

Last week, I found a review of Managing the Gift: Alternative Approaches for Attention Deficit Disorder (Kevin Ross Emery, DD) in a message sent to an e-group to which I subscribe. The reviewer was Tys Dammeyer (aka Outboundlight), who had thoughtfully pointed toward the author's encouragement away from traditional ADD remedies and toward a more holistic approach -- with specific regard to what are termed Indigo children and adults. While I was pleased to see that ADD was being recognized not as a disorder but a natural difference in how people think and process information, I wasn't so sure about the author's contention that ADD is "the next step in our evolution as a species."

I am more incline to agree with Thom Hartmann's theroy -- from his ADD: A Different Perception -- that ADD merely demonstrates a difference between two groups of humans that goes back to early history: the hunters and the farmers.

While primitive agricultural societies splintered off from hunting and gathering tribes, these farming populations grew and became the foundation for great civilizations. Eventually, the "farmer brain" -- which is wired for focused, methodical tasks (like agriculture) -- was considered the norm, simply because there were so many more "farmers." The more nomadic, hunting tribes -- whose brains are naturally better suited for constant scanning of the environment for danger or possible prey -- did not flourish in similar numbers, though these peoples are still in existence on the planet today. Hartmann cited several studies that found the incidence of ADD in these contemporary hunting tribes to be an astonishing 100%.

People with "hunting brains" are natural risk-takers and entrepreneurs, which goes a long way toward explaining why the incidence of ADD in the United States is so much higher than elsewhere in the world: the people who chose to brave the seas to settle and hopefully thrive in the New World were embracing huge risk and were oftentimes rebuilding their entire lives from scratch. These are choices that a "hunting brain" would be more comfortable and prone to making, and the hunter mentality would allow these individuals to even thrive under such circumstances. ADD is hereditary, passed from parent to child; so with more ADD people coming to the New World in the first place, it is not surprising to find that we have higher percentages of "hunters" here in the U.S. population today. Plus, the "Western lifestyle" -- especially the media and entertainment cultures -- caters to ADD and can even encourage the symptoms of those trying to cope.

(Just consider the frenetic pace of many television commercials and the continued evolution and significance of the "sound bite.")

I do not mean to discount the thesis put forward in Emery's Managing the Gift; in fact, these two theories are easily complementary. Perhaps the more evolved souls who are coming into this world are taking advantage of this "hunter brain wiring" (aka ADD) in order to further their work and missions. You could even look upon this as evidence that the Indigos have been here all along, just in more limited numbers until more recently.

I agree that our ADD youth and adults are overmedicated. Too often, people with ADD are given pills to "cure" their "condition," when all that happens is a masking of symptoms in an attempt to make these people more "normal" (i.e., more like the farmers). ADD is indeed a gift, but one that can be difficult to manage in this world. Genius often comes hand-in-hand with the ADD/hunter brain, and it is speculated that great minds such as Edison and Einstein were classic cases of ADD -- especially Edison! He had half-finished projects and incomplete ideas all over the place. If Edison had been treated for ADD, he may well have settled into a normal life, with a normal job, and wouldn't have considered pursuing anything so crazy as a light bulb. Imagine our world today if these minds had been quieted and "normalized" by ritalin, instead of being allowed to flourish.

I agree absolutely with Emery's assessment that "ADD impacted individuals can learn to use these gifts to become outstanding contributors to our society rather than misfits who suffer lifelong frustration." I hope that this book and other such constructive resources will help those with ADD children, and those with ADD themselves, to recognize the true gift that this kind of brain wiring offers.

Personally, even with its hassles, I wouldn't give up my ADD for anything. The ability to multi-task alone is very valuable to me, not to mention the heightened creativity, the interesting "brain path hyper-segues" (I may have to discuss this in another blog entry), and hyper-focus when I need it.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

boycotts, buycotts, and speaking out

In recent days, I've received several e-mails urging people to keep their wallets closed on Inauguration Day (January 20th). You may have received this message, too -- entitled "Not One Damn Dime Day." The idea, according to the e-mail is that "our government will wake up and listen if they are hit economically."

I have participated in such single-day consumer boycotts -- "buycotts" -- in recent years, and I have to say that I doubt their effectiveness. Often, whatever people don't buy on the day of the buycott, they buy instead the next day, along with everything else they normally consume. So while there might be a slight dip in sales for that single 24-hour period, any losses are usually made up (and sometimes are even exceeded) the very next day. Also, a buycott doesn't hurt the government -- at least, not directly. A buycott impacts businesses, who do indeed make contributions to political campaigns and causes, but who also have employees who depend upon their paychecks.

Snopes.com has offered a good analysis of consumer boycotts here:

Urban Legends Reference Pages: Politics (Not One Damn Dime Day)

If you want to participate in the buycott, that's great -- more power to you. But may I also suggest a few other ways to make your voice heard, in addition to "Not One Damn Dime Day"?


  1. Writing simple letters and e-mails and making telephone calls of protest to the White House and our representatives in government -- even something as terse as "I didn't vote for this guy, I'm not alone, and I'll be voting again in upcoming elections. Please remember this" -- can have an impact, especially when such communications are received in volume from voters all over the country.
  2. A group (small or large) gathering in a public square with lit candles and conducting a prayer vigil or observing a moment of silence at the time of the inauguration, with posters clearing indicating displeasure over the event, would get this out into public consciousness.
  3. Calling in to a radio talk show that day -- and don't forget NPR's daily "Talk of the Nation" -- to air your opinion means your voice will be heard by many others in your community and possibly across the nation as well.



It is true that economics drive this country, and that "hitting them where it hurts" (in the wallet) with long-term buycotts can be very effective. So I suggest paying a visit to BuyBlue.org, a website that tracks corporate donations to political parties. This list makes it quite clear which companies are donating to the Democrats and which to the Republicans, and in what percentages. Based on these reports, I've already stopped shopping at my neighborhood Safeway and have instead found a family-operated grocery that I can support locally.

(NOTE: as of this writing, the BuyBlue list is undergoing revision and is not currently available. In the meantime, another good source for lists of corporate donations is Choose the Blue.)

Making day-to-day and long-term purchasing decisions based on reports such as these can be so much more effective -- and have greater impact -- than a one-day "buycott."

Just my two cents.