Tuesday, November 28, 2006

lottery winnings

As I was trying to drift off to sleep last night, I started thinking about how my life might change were I to win the lottery. My brain often gets extra busy after I turn out the lights at night. I don't currently have any "live" tickets in my possession, but had been thinking about how vast amounts of sudden wealth has a tendency to change people.

Or does it?

Once the fantastic dreams of "what I'd do with $10 million" got tiresome, I realized that for the most part, winning the lottery wouldn't have a drastic impact on my lifestyle. Yes, I'd travel more, but that's something I love to do already -- and traveling in luxury frequently gets in the way of real fun, real adventure, and real connections with other people.

I'd make some changes in my home, mostly aesthetic (like paint) -- but again, this is already something I'm working on.

I'd probably eat even better and invest more time and money in maintaining my health. Again, this is something I'm working toward anyway.

There are some material things I'd buy -- I'd upgrade my laptop, and would probably buy an electric or hybrid car. I neither need nor want a big screen television, an ATV, a private jet, or a Hummer. I would, however, install a deeper bathtub.

Having extra amounts of cash lying around would allow me to be more generous with friend and family, and with charities that already hold my interest, but this would only be an increase over what I'm already trying to do. I'd like to buy each of my friends a new computer, and contribute to my parents' retirement funds and my nephew's college fund. Some charities and non-profits I'd love to do more for include Best Friends Animal Sanctuary, Witness, Habitat for Humanity, Just Vision, Defenders of Wildlife, and Heifer International.

I'd like to think that I'd worry less about financial security, though I hear that wealthier people have a tendency to be even more stressed about their finances.

There are dreams that could be fueled by a sudden influx of capital, certainly. I'd like to find a piece of land and build a cob-style yurt (with solar panels, worm composting boxes, and possibly composting toilets), and have a big area for the dogs to run outdoors.

But I'd definitely keep working. There's no way a hunk of money would stop me.

Winning the lottery doesn't mean winning more hours in the day, greater skills, deeper love, more intelligence, or better values and morals.

In other words, I believe I'd still be the same person. I hope I would be. Sure, I might encounter some hassles with people I don't know -- or people I think I know -- getting schmoozy with me while eyeing my wallet, and that would make me more wary, possibly more cynical. If I did hit the jackpot, I'd be unlikely to announce that here, or anywhere else. I'd be more of a target at first, but I tend to keep a low profile, so I imagine this would be relatively short-lived.

If not, I could retreat to my wind-powered yurt farm.

How would winning the lottery change your life?

1 Comments:

At 11:45 AM , Blogger Mark said...

How would be suddenly independently wealthy change my life? I have examined that question on-and-off for over a decade. I was confronted with that when I was going through career counseling to help me focus on what my passion is. I could not answer the question. This took me on this long (and still continuing) and many times painful spiritual journey on self examination, exploration, and opening up.

I like how one spiritual teacher characterized money. It is life energy. It represents life energy. What we put into this, how we view this, what we do with it… it’s a form of life energy that we exchange. In order to honor life, to be a steward of my life and others, I want to be conscious on what I do with money. Do I hoard it? Am I stingy with it? Do I fear the lack of it? Am I really conscious of it? Am I caviler in spending it or giving it away?

So I have this pile of money what do I do with it? I know I would first help my older brother who has filed for personal bankruptcy. He was the one who flew me and my family out to Boston for a week and half and paid for a therapist for my wife and I several hours a day. The enormity of his generosity still has deeply affected me and my view of him.

I would insure the college education expenses of my children and my brother’s child. I would take my children, my two brothers, and my older brother’s daughter and his fiancé out to Japan for a family pilgrimage to connect with our roots.

Back to my original dilemma of knowing my passion, I know I would like to help people, be connected on an authentic way, to communicate. Going through Wings (www.wings-seminars.com) opened me up to myself and I would like to use that financial freedom to get back and give back to them and to help others. I would send my loved ones through those seminars.

Like yourself, I do not want to wait for money to live my life that I want to live. I am living a blessed life. I have my health and my family. Ideally I would love a partner but that will come. I am comfortable financially. If God deigns to gift me with a pile-o-money then I am sure I will be a conscious steward of it and deal with it as it comes.

Thanks for provoking topic.

Namaste'
Mark

 

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